it time

Hi , it too long that i nv write in my blog le, many things had happen........
to be frank some things had not change.....in my personal life and past,
sometime i will be confuse and sad to say lost in thinking.....................
i been busy of my gods things and also relationship..... but in relationship i can say that everything it fine and darling seem to be understand and will give in when i wanna meet up friends or going to sintua..........it good and i will appreciate...... sometime when i m doing my sintua thing or even help them in doing ancestor or helping soul which is death by accident which lead mi feel that life are too short. to be frank, i don like to do this things but i dun have any choices.in mentally or physically stress whenever i did it....will my darling understand ma? i dun know but if she know how will she help. As i say before no one will understand even thought i say out or help de cos even my mom cant help.i nv think of needed darling to help cos in working environment she needed me to guide her through so she cant help much only in accompany me ba, mom also the same althought she had walk and passes lots of thing s in life, she also cant help much.....
People cant understand wat are we stress abt ....................
hope that darling will accompany throughout our times and we will be happy always..... hope that her thinking is alo as mine......... we are happy always ..........